Searching my own sky

Searching my own sky

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Bigoto tirishta bochor
 Bikel bela nodir dhare bose thakte besh bhalo e lage.Noditar naam River Tama, Tokyo shohorer modhdhe die boye gache.Dishshyota boro monorom.Ami tokhon e ekhane asi jokhon ami upset thaki. Surjaster somoy surjo take besh dakhay. janina kano surjodoy er cheye surjasto tai besi bhalo lage.Er sathe amar nijer joboner onek mil khuje pai. Aj pray bochor tirish dhore ei shohore achi. Kintu janina aj kano abar sei tirish bochor agekar nijer deshe r kotha mone poreche. India r chotto akta shohor. para r soru goli.Rastay lok jon er kolahol. Para r bachchder cricket khela. Sixer mere karo janalar kanch bangle barir maliker tere asa. Sob milie kono kichu e to mondo chilona.Jibon ta to besh bhalo chilo.Kono din o hisheb korini ki pelem ki na.Obhaber modhdhe o kono oshubidhe hoyni kono din. Aj e jotosob hisheb nikesh. Koyek ghonta age ja ghotlo tar por ektu aka e thakte chaichilam.
Tirish bochor age r kotha, amar tokhon boyesh sotero, ak oti sadharon middle class family r meye.Higher secondary r result beriechilo.Ami school e topper hoyechilam,koyekta number er jonno district first hote parini. Se ta e akta dukkho chilo. Teachers ra amar poroborti jobon niye nana rokom porikolpona korchilen. Anonde durote durote bari phiri ei khobor ta debar jonno.Bari phire ese dekhi barite onek lok jon. Amar result na dekhe e tara jano akta verdict day.Amar biye ora thik kore feleche. Amar mukh die akta sobdo beroyni. Haat theke mark shit ta pore jay. Otake mati theke tulteo chaini. Cheleti ak bishal sombhranto poribarer chele, naam Shantanu, ak jon engineer, tar poribar Kolkata te thakleo se thakto Tokyo te. Sobai khub khushi.Ami ki chai ta keo ak bar o janar chestatuku koreni.

Obosheshe biye ta holo. .Ami Tokyo chole ashi Shantanu r sathe.Deshta chilo notun, poribesh, bhasha sob kichu. Somoy er sathe sathe sob kichuke e apon koreniechi, ei desh, poribesh, bhasha sob; shudhu parini ak jon ke apon korte, Shantanu. Ajo keo kaoke chinina jodio bigoto tirish bochor dhore ak sathe ak chader tolay achi. Hoyto keo kono din kaoke chinte o chaini.Somporkota odbhut.

Keo karo kach theke kono din e kichu expect korini. Korar proshno o otheni. Je somporke kono bhalobasha e chilona, se khane expectation er proshno o chilona..Sotero bochorer ak teenager er kach theke esob asha korartao chilo ojouktik. Kintu hoyto se din ta r kotha ami kono din e bhoolte parbona, je din prothom jante pari Shantanu r "orientation" somporke. Or best friend, Prashant, tar sathe or somporko bohu diner. Bapar ta or barir lokera janto. Ar sei jonno e riti moto jor kore e or biye deowa hoy amar sathe. Amake Shatanu nije se kotha na janaleo Prashant er stree janay.Se kothata jante pere se take chere chole jay.Jabar age amake e kotha janie jay. Tar pokkhe jawoa ta kono boro bapar chilona. Se chilo sikkhito, shadhin mohila.Ar sob cheye boro kotha se amar moto choto shohorer middle class family r meye chilona. Kintu ami...........???????!!!!!!! Phire jaowa amar pokkhe shombhobchilona. Amake shob janar por o tirishta bochor tar sathe katate hoyeche.

Sob kichu bhoole notun kore bachte cheyechilam amar cheleti ke niye.Amar chele Arka amar sob kichu. Oke niye e amar joto asha akankha. Oke peye ami sob bhoole jai.Amar sathe howa somosto onnay sob dukkho, somosto kichu.Kintu aj koyek ghonta age ja ghotlo, ta abar amake aka kore dilo. Aj abar ei River Tama r dhare bose chokher jol fela chara onno kono upay nei.

Arka onek di dhore e bolchilo, "Mummy, tomake akta surprise debo."Amio khub exited chilam janar jonno. Aj dupure se niye ashe akti meyeke. Hoyto sei muhurto ta amar kache sob cheye soronio muhurto hote parto kintu................. Karonta chilo, meyeti ar keo noy, se chilo Prashant er meye.Kichu na bole ekhane chole ashi. Hoyto Arko dakhchilo amake kintu sunte paini.Kamon mone hochchilo seta bola khub kothin.
Koyek ghonta dhore ekhane e bose achi. Ar sei hiseb nikesh e basto.

Hothat mone holo keo jano amar pase boseche. Aj ker din ta amar jonno surprise e bhorti. Amar pase Shantanu. Ami obak!Jiggesh kori,"Tumi?"
Shantanu: Tumi ekhane aka e aso; Aj bhablam amio ese dekhi.
"Tumi er age asoni kokhono ekahne?Tomar Golf course to ekhane e".
"Ha tabote,kintu ei nodir dhare ebhabe ghontar por ghonta bose thakar je ki anondo seta jantamna".
"Tumi kano esecho ekhane?"
"Ami tomake bigoto tirish bochorer jonno "sorry" bolte asini. Sobdota khub choto."
"Mane?"
"Ami kono din e kichu dite parini tomake; khushi, bhalobasha kono kichu e na. Ami nijeo je khub shukhi tao bolte parbona. Kono relationship er sathe e justice korte parini kono din. Tobe se din tomake na bolle o tomar proti somman onek bere giechilo amar je din sob kichu janar por o tumi chere jaoni Prashanter stree r moto. Ki odbhut na? Ha tumi bolbe je tomar kache phire jabar rasta chilona; kintu jodi thakto o tao jetena.Ato din e tomake atotuku chinechi.Karon tomake chenar sujog tumio to daoni kono din."
"Tumi atota sure ki kore chile?"
"Tumi bujhbena.Bari cholo.Janina kano goto tirish bochor dhore amar sathe acho akta bondhur moto.Tomake harate chaina.Ak din tumi ar ami surjodoyer somoy asbo bhor bela.Ki asbe amar sathe?"
Keo amar kandhe haat rakhlo. Ami pechon phire dekhi,Arka. "Mummy, bari cholo;Amar bhool hoye gache ami sob somporko or sathe bhenge debo.Tomar cheye boro amar kache keo noy.Sorry."
Amar nijeke khub choto mone hochchilo.Arka amar jonno se meyetike charte raji jake se bhalobase.Ar ami chelemanushi korchi?Ami oke tene amar pase bosalam bollam, "dhur boka, sorry to amar bola uchit."oke joriye dhorlam.
Shatanu bollo,"akta kotha bolle bishshash korbe?Amra du jone e tomake bhalobashi.Du jone e boro osompurno tomake chara.Bari cholo."

Ak din e ato anodo ...Ami kono di bhabte perini. Amar jibone jano aj ami sotti khub khushi. Prithibita aj khub sundor lagche jano. Aj theke hoyto ar surjasto noy. Surjodoyer somoy asbo, bhor bela, Shantanu r sathe prothom bar.Aj surjodoyer sathe nijer jiboner mil khuje pachchi.Ak notun surjodoy.

Friday, May 7, 2010

Amader shopner Jogot
 Abeger joyare bheshe janina chole esechi sopner e kon deshe?
 Bhoolechi sob bhabona, ashar alor dike cholechi egie.
Aj sob bhoole shudhu sopner ei jogote ghorar pala;
Bhoole gechi jiboner joto dukkho, jontrona o jala.
Shudhu tomar hath dhore, thakte chai ei ochinpure.
Bheshe jai cholo ei abeger joyare;
Thakbe ki amar sathe?Bhashbe ki ei abeger srote?
Thaki na bhoole oi bastober jogotake;
Jai na harie amra sopner ei jogoter pother bake....

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Amar Bondhu

 charidik jano ondhokarachchonno,

jibonta ak karagar jano;

Alor kono chinhotuku nei.

Dikbidik sunno hoye, charidik pagoler moto hatriye,

Ki je khuje barai?Ki je chai?

Aj durer sei khin alotike dekhe,

udbhranter moto chute cholechi se dike.
Oi ektu khani alor ashay.

Kintu shudhu aktai bhoy,
alota o jodi morichika somo hoy.
Miththe se alo rupi sukh ar anonder pechonei chute mori,
Alota je sotti noy,se to mone mone amar opor hase,
Ondhokar ba dukkhota amar bondhu se chiro jibon thakbe  amar pashe.


  [Dedicated to Sam]