Searching my own sky

Searching my own sky

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Fire dekha

Jokhon khub choto chilam tokhon ei boroder dekhe tader onushoron korar probonota ta khub beshi chilo.
Jamon majhe modhdhe amar mayer boro heel tola jutota pore hatar cheshta korte giye onek bar porechi...
Mayer lip stick nije lagiye aynar shamne dariye dekhtam kamon lagche. Tar por pith e du charte porto mayer uttom moddhom.Amar oi chotto chotto frockgulo bhalo lagtona.Oi border moto dresses porte khub ichche korto.Ora ja ja khay , ja pore ba kore shegulor proti jhokta khub beshi chilo. Bishesh kore amar maa r proti ar amar cheye pray dosh bochchorer boro Mohua didi ke dekhe oder moto hote khub ichhce korto. Bhatam kobe boro hobo...!!!!Boroder koto moja.Ar chotoder, kichhu korar upay nei.Oder moto "spicy""tel moshla" deowa khabar, fashionable jama kapor pora, kono kichur e upay nei. Shudhu soup, fruit juice, complain bass...Khub raag hoto.
Kintu school theke fire oi ranna ghorer baire janla diye dekhtam, bagan ta ke.Ak din hothat dekhi oi baganer ak gacher opor akta pakhi basha bedheche. Or chotto chanagulo kichir michir korche.Roj school theke eshe chute jetam shekhane or chanagulo ke dekhar jonno je tara koto boro holo.

Chilo joto paglami kheyal shob.. . Durer oi taal gach ta chariye jano chilo kono rupkothar desh. Jonmo din e pawa "Thakumar Jhuli" pore bibhinno kolpona ghurto mathay. Boro e udbhot kheyal... Kono bhabna chinta kono kichu e to chilona. School e class cholakalin janlar baire akashe beshe jaowa meghguloke dekhe o hoyto bibhinno chinta mathay ghurto..ei meghgulo kothay jay?Nishchoi "Thakumar Jhuli" r rupkothar porir deshe..Akashta koto boro.Er shesh kothay?Koto e na ajgubi chinta dhara.


Aj boro hobar por shob kichu "scientifically" explain korte ba kono kichu ba kono ghotonar pechone ki karon ache sheta khub bhalo kore e bola jay.Jukti, torko shob diye. Akhon ar bokar moto she shob aj gubi chinta mathay ashena.Shob kichu e "intellectual" bhabe bhaba jay ba she shomporke bola jay.

Aj wardrobe bhorti fashional dresses ache. Majhe moddhe Mohua Didi amar dresses cheye pore.Make up kit shob e ache. Aj amar heel er size mayer heel er cheye onek boro.Maa majhe modhdhe amar Lip stick try koren.
Aj amra onno ak barite thaki.Besh boro ak bari. Kintu ager moto barite kono bagan nei.Nei kono pakhir basha. Oi pakhi r chanagulo r ki holo tar por ke jane?Hoyto maa ke chere onno kothao ure gache. Aj tader ba tader mayeder ro hoyto karo  kotha mone nei.

Ja ja choto belay cheye chilam shob ache.Shudhu nei moner shei shanti. She mukto jibon. Ager moto ja ichche tai korar shadhinota nei. Akhon ar she kolponar "Thakumar Jhuli" r jogota o nei.She boi tao hariye gache. Ache hoyto do down e. Purono kono baxer moddhe. Aj amar self e "Thakumar Jhuli"r jonno kono jayga nei.Shekhane "Genetics" ba "Bo -chemistry" ba "Spectrum" ba "D.B.Basu" r boi thake.

Tokhon boro hote chaitam boro hoyechi.Aj abar chelebalay firte chai. Sheta ki shombhob? Ei chotobelay chole jabar shopnota e holo giye "borobelar rupkotha".

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